I think during I was writing this blog, someone was waiting for my next episode and many read feel bored to wait or immediately shut down my junkie blog.
However I still want to post the next episode.
Don’t feel exhaust to wait it.
After I found the word “Ebay”, I immediately sought and enter many website.
Many information came up to my mind and my greed gradually increase after I found a several people who success and got a ton of money from Ebay.
That was sound good!.
The bell of greed rung at my ears as I already got a countless money from Ebay.
My eyes already was blinded by the illusive of wealth and the cloud castle that can destroy if I knew more about the dark side of Ebay
To be continue
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Saturday, January 3, 2009
Friday, November 7, 2008
My ebay experience (Prologue)
Hello everyone who coincidently or intentionally entered this blog.
I think you might know from this topic and hope to read about my any ebay experience, but before to that point I think I would write and present about my self.
Two years ago, that was the sixth year in my campus life.
Still ungraduated from university, no job,and no future.
I feared to think about my future.
My mind recited the same phase every night.
“You are loser, you are loser”
And my brave was struck by that phase.
I nearly completely became social phobia and my insomnia disorder increasingly affect me.
I couldn’t sleep easily all night.
Recitely thought about my bad luck , obsessed with my failure in the past.
Then it nearly turned to be “panphobia” or fear of everything in one year later.
Yes, I nearly was panphobia .
Yes, I nearly feared everything.
But everything has exception, and my phobia to.
I didn’t fear one thing.
My dead !
During January in this year, my mind was obsessed with suicide.
I tried to search information about it, and got many helpful from many web page.
I knew every chemical compound for poison my self.
Got every detail “ How tied the hangman’s man knot ?’
And know “What is “Do it and don’t do it when you suicide”
But I got failure again.
I can’t released the soul from my body and reincarnate as the new one.
My mind blamed me when I failed the first time suicide.
“ You are a loser again !”
The second times, Third times and …… I can’t remember times.
But My mind gradually changed and asked me.
“Sorry buddy, but I think you would dump all your past and walk through the door.
You will see the future and If not. Let find your future.”
“ Why you still fear everything ?.
YOU CAN DIE AND REBIRTH EVERYTIME AS YOU WANT”
That word dragged me from the despair.
I rethought about my future, tried to find a job that suit for me.
Until I found the word “Ebay”
To Be Continue
Hello everyone who coincidently or intentionally entered this blog.
I think you might know from this topic and hope to read about my any ebay experience, but before to that point I think I would write and present about my self.
Two years ago, that was the sixth year in my campus life.
Still ungraduated from university, no job,and no future.
I feared to think about my future.
My mind recited the same phase every night.
“You are loser, you are loser”
And my brave was struck by that phase.
I nearly completely became social phobia and my insomnia disorder increasingly affect me.
I couldn’t sleep easily all night.
Recitely thought about my bad luck , obsessed with my failure in the past.
Then it nearly turned to be “panphobia” or fear of everything in one year later.
Yes, I nearly was panphobia .
Yes, I nearly feared everything.
But everything has exception, and my phobia to.
I didn’t fear one thing.
My dead !
During January in this year, my mind was obsessed with suicide.
I tried to search information about it, and got many helpful from many web page.
I knew every chemical compound for poison my self.
Got every detail “ How tied the hangman’s man knot ?’
And know “What is “Do it and don’t do it when you suicide”
But I got failure again.
I can’t released the soul from my body and reincarnate as the new one.
My mind blamed me when I failed the first time suicide.
“ You are a loser again !”
The second times, Third times and …… I can’t remember times.
But My mind gradually changed and asked me.
“Sorry buddy, but I think you would dump all your past and walk through the door.
You will see the future and If not. Let find your future.”
“ Why you still fear everything ?.
YOU CAN DIE AND REBIRTH EVERYTIME AS YOU WANT”
That word dragged me from the despair.
I rethought about my future, tried to find a job that suit for me.
Until I found the word “Ebay”
To Be Continue
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